Compromise

Christian Rodriquez

And if I bite the bullet, will it still go through me 

And is this my November 

And if I dare remember, will it be bitter or will it be better 

Cause the first two decades felt like a stutter 

And I’d do it over, but that’s overdoing it, it’s done and over 

And if I embrace the endings 

Will they come chasing 

Me to the grave 

And if I blow the candles, will the fire burn less 

Cause I feel less and less like, who everyone remembers 

And now I’ll count the seconds until December 

Cause the firsts are now gone 

And if I bite the bullet, will it still go through me 

And if I dive in headfirst, will it be smoother 

And if I let myself grow older, will I be better for it